It's April now , and I feel like want to update my blog . But don't know what to write about XD . Let's write what I think about myself XD ..
1st of all .. I think I have change become a more quiet person by now ... haha was this call mature? ( I dont think so) XD ... I have a friend ... SENG ... he make me think about my past .. when I form 3 .. XD ... like a child ... and very FISH ..
But thats the way I am .. and that life gives me more happiness and joy ... but on the other way .. I think I have to behave myself and act like a form4 boy .. not a child anymore XD .... I hope this April will be better ... still remember in March I have to pull 4 of my teeth .. XD , SIT ON the floor during history class XDXD kinda fun ...
Alright hope every one have a nice April ... and happy always XD ... I'll update when I have any special thing .. see ya ~~
Friday, April 1, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Grandma Passed away ~~ Rest In Peace
Grandma passed away on Monday 14/3/11 6.50 PM sharp . I was informed by my father when I came back home from tuition at 7.30 PM .
I can still remember that day when I open the door ..The FIRST word came out of my father's mouth was Grandma had passed away ... when I heard that , I don't know why I ask again
'was it real or not'
But that's too bad ,my father repeat the second time and then that's the moment I start to realized that it was not a joke but a FACT ><
I din't cry , maybe because I know that grandma finally can rest in peace and need to suffer no more ... but of course I'm sad ... but the first thing I do is to post a status that grandma had passed away in the FACEBOOK >< don't know why I do that XDXD
Mostly when CANTONESE passed away ,they put there for 3 days . So we have to go back PERAK early because of grandma will be buried on Wednesday.
But this time , my Ah Ma don't want to follow us back ...she had her reason why.
The journey back to Perak started on the next day in the early morning after we packed everything .This time,the highway din't JAM .. we just took 3 hours then we already reached TELUK INTAN where's my grandma used to stay.
I saw many of my relatives there and many that I did not know . A large photo of my grandma portrait was put infront of the wooden house and at the back of it lies my grandma coffin . After saying hello and all that SHIT to my relatives . I call my sister to acompany me and have a looked at grandma inside her coffin .
She was damned skinny inside there .. i nearly can't recognize her ... her face had completely changed
After that , it was a busy day for all of us untill night XD .. I helped to fold chinese GOLD and SILVER paper for Burning and burn Hell money for my grandma .
I also take a few pictures with my cousin when we are burning the money ><
Two of my cute and smallest cousin in the family..behind us was the MONEY
Having fun with papers XDXD
Here's the MONEY for the offering XD (Im sure it was enough)
We had a night in the Anson Hotel that my father booked it online ...
In the next day , we wake up at 7 AM . Rush to eat breakfast and meet back at my grandma house
because grandma will be buried at 11 AM sharp just beside my grandpa .
We tooked a bus that my uncle booked roughly at 9.30AM and straight go to the cemetary .
After everything was done and had grandma buried inside ,we then go back to the wooden house .
After my grandma passed away , the wooden house is sold to the nearby neighbours for
RM 13K .
So all of my uncles and aunties took whats left of it inside the house .
Mostly was photos of them when they are small , and I also get Rm50 from my grandma XD
I was very happy ( maybe because that I was the one that burn hell money for her whole day long XD )
just joking XD all 17 of us cousin get Rm 50 , daughters get RM 500 and sons get what's left of we take ><
And i also found my parents wedding photo
Here is it XD
After that we tooked a bath and went back home ..
I know this is the last time I step inside the wooden house that lies the history of my mother's family ..
I will let the best memory inside there always be in my mind ..
And goodbye grandma ..
shall we meet again in the AFTERLIFE
Bye Bye
I can still remember that day when I open the door ..The FIRST word came out of my father's mouth was Grandma had passed away ... when I heard that , I don't know why I ask again
'was it real or not'
But that's too bad ,my father repeat the second time and then that's the moment I start to realized that it was not a joke but a FACT ><
I din't cry , maybe because I know that grandma finally can rest in peace and need to suffer no more ... but of course I'm sad ... but the first thing I do is to post a status that grandma had passed away in the FACEBOOK >< don't know why I do that XDXD
Mostly when CANTONESE passed away ,they put there for 3 days . So we have to go back PERAK early because of grandma will be buried on Wednesday.
But this time , my Ah Ma don't want to follow us back ...she had her reason why.
The journey back to Perak started on the next day in the early morning after we packed everything .This time,the highway din't JAM .. we just took 3 hours then we already reached TELUK INTAN where's my grandma used to stay.
I saw many of my relatives there and many that I did not know . A large photo of my grandma portrait was put infront of the wooden house and at the back of it lies my grandma coffin . After saying hello and all that SHIT to my relatives . I call my sister to acompany me and have a looked at grandma inside her coffin .
She was damned skinny inside there .. i nearly can't recognize her ... her face had completely changed
After that , it was a busy day for all of us untill night XD .. I helped to fold chinese GOLD and SILVER paper for Burning and burn Hell money for my grandma .
I also take a few pictures with my cousin when we are burning the money ><
Two of my cute and smallest cousin in the family..behind us was the MONEY
Having fun with papers XDXD
Here's the MONEY for the offering XD (Im sure it was enough)
We had a night in the Anson Hotel that my father booked it online ...
In the next day , we wake up at 7 AM . Rush to eat breakfast and meet back at my grandma house
because grandma will be buried at 11 AM sharp just beside my grandpa .
We tooked a bus that my uncle booked roughly at 9.30AM and straight go to the cemetary .
After everything was done and had grandma buried inside ,we then go back to the wooden house .
After my grandma passed away , the wooden house is sold to the nearby neighbours for
RM 13K .
So all of my uncles and aunties took whats left of it inside the house .
Mostly was photos of them when they are small , and I also get Rm50 from my grandma XD
I was very happy ( maybe because that I was the one that burn hell money for her whole day long XD )
just joking XD all 17 of us cousin get Rm 50 , daughters get RM 500 and sons get what's left of we take ><
And i also found my parents wedding photo
Here is it XD
After that we tooked a bath and went back home ..
I know this is the last time I step inside the wooden house that lies the history of my mother's family ..
I will let the best memory inside there always be in my mind ..
And goodbye grandma ..
shall we meet again in the AFTERLIFE
Bye Bye
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Grandma was suffering
On Friday , when my mom 1st reached mom after work... she told us that Saturday we will be going back to IPOH .. to visit my sick grandma . Haha at 1st I thought it's PERAK .. but it's IPOH XD
At the begining of my journey to IPOH ... we go breakfast at AMPANG point ..
I'm so happy because after breakfast I buy Baskin Robbins ICE-CREAM ..
1 small cup RM 9.80 .. GILA mya
When we reached there .. my Auntie straight bring us to the hospital ..
Grandma room was in the 1st floor 4th bed ...
before entering the room The 1st thing I saw was my sick Grandma lying on the bed.
When we getting closer , I was shocked that my Grandma suddenly become so skinny.
After looking at her face .. my eyes become red .. not yet cry la ><
then my mom go beside my grandma and tell her that her grandchildren had come to visit her.
My grandma dint reply .. then only i know that she can't move .. din't even HAVE the ENERGY to open her eyes to see her LOVELY grandchildren .
I can feel that my grandma want to tell us something ,but she dont have the energy to talk .. Just like in the MOVIES... she keep trying to move her mouth.. but not a word come out of her mouth ..
So damned suffering .By just looking at that moment , I shed my 1st tear in 2011 some of my families was crying some eyes were red . This is the 1st time in 2011 that i cry ^_^
My AH MA .. also cry >< The 1st time I saw my whole family so sad .. it's was not a very nice day after that .. I can tell that I forever wont forget this moment of sadness .
Because of my mom have work on SUNDAY .. we are forced to leaved and go back home early
It's was a short 20 minutes inside .. but Grandma let me understand that .. We Have to Treasure Whats infront of you .. maybe I will lost a grandma .. but i still have my Ah Ma ... I wont let her down !!!! I love you Grandma and Ah ma !!!!!
This is my sicked grandma on CNY .. I not dare take my Grandma lying on the hospital photo
But she really become very skinny .. I will miss her T^T .. Stay safe Grandma . MUACKZ
At the begining of my journey to IPOH ... we go breakfast at AMPANG point ..
I'm so happy because after breakfast I buy Baskin Robbins ICE-CREAM ..
1 small cup RM 9.80 .. GILA mya
When we reached there .. my Auntie straight bring us to the hospital ..
Grandma room was in the 1st floor 4th bed ...
before entering the room The 1st thing I saw was my sick Grandma lying on the bed.
When we getting closer , I was shocked that my Grandma suddenly become so skinny.
After looking at her face .. my eyes become red .. not yet cry la ><
then my mom go beside my grandma and tell her that her grandchildren had come to visit her.
My grandma dint reply .. then only i know that she can't move .. din't even HAVE the ENERGY to open her eyes to see her LOVELY grandchildren .
I can feel that my grandma want to tell us something ,but she dont have the energy to talk .. Just like in the MOVIES... she keep trying to move her mouth.. but not a word come out of her mouth ..
So damned suffering .By just looking at that moment , I shed my 1st tear in 2011 some of my families was crying some eyes were red . This is the 1st time in 2011 that i cry ^_^
My AH MA .. also cry >< The 1st time I saw my whole family so sad .. it's was not a very nice day after that .. I can tell that I forever wont forget this moment of sadness .
Because of my mom have work on SUNDAY .. we are forced to leaved and go back home early
It's was a short 20 minutes inside .. but Grandma let me understand that .. We Have to Treasure Whats infront of you .. maybe I will lost a grandma .. but i still have my Ah Ma ... I wont let her down !!!! I love you Grandma and Ah ma !!!!!
But she really become very skinny .. I will miss her T^T .. Stay safe Grandma . MUACKZ
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
22th of February 2011
Wow .. March is COMING ... means my exam is coming XD
I havent yet done any revision on all my subject . IM sure that this exam the result wont be good . And I admit that IM lazy .. haha .. I think most of my friends also the same LAZY one ^^
Still MY favourite game just released today haha ... I've brought it yesterday XD
sadness I left 30 ringgit for my life now XD
Im going to play it on this weekend and quickly finish it ... then only can start study ><
But on the other hand .. I not very happy this few days ...
Maybe because of my class setting ..
I feel that im alone .. and lonely sitting alone at the back (when my friend skipped class) :(
I've been thinking very much lately to change my BADLUCK fate XD
but it all turns out SUCKS .. and doesn't have any chnages at all .
Maybe I have done many bad things around my life ..
I do remember I pray 2 times and hope that this year will be good ><
but it appears MY GOD had left me .. Dont want 'CHOI' me XD
BUT who cares ... Im going to pray again and again XD
untill it came true haha ....
HAHA still .. have a happy life .. with your friends and all you need its a wonderful life
STAY SAFE .. WORK HARD .. HAVE GOOD RESULT..you have my bless <3
I havent yet done any revision on all my subject . IM sure that this exam the result wont be good . And I admit that IM lazy .. haha .. I think most of my friends also the same LAZY one ^^
Still MY favourite game just released today haha ... I've brought it yesterday XD
sadness I left 30 ringgit for my life now XD
Im going to play it on this weekend and quickly finish it ... then only can start study ><
But on the other hand .. I not very happy this few days ...
Maybe because of my class setting ..
I feel that im alone .. and lonely sitting alone at the back (when my friend skipped class) :(
I've been thinking very much lately to change my BADLUCK fate XD
but it all turns out SUCKS .. and doesn't have any chnages at all .
Maybe I have done many bad things around my life ..
I do remember I pray 2 times and hope that this year will be good ><
but it appears MY GOD had left me .. Dont want 'CHOI' me XD
BUT who cares ... Im going to pray again and again XD
untill it came true haha ....
HAHA still .. have a happy life .. with your friends and all you need its a wonderful life
STAY SAFE .. WORK HARD .. HAVE GOOD RESULT..you have my bless <3
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
GAMING
Lol ... so long din't play games ... I miss form 3 when I always buy games and really ENJOY playing it. Maybe will be using alot of money .. but it is quite worth it to my opiniom.
I'm so excited ... One of my favourite game is releasing soon , just 8 more days to come ..CAN'T wait XD .. And ofcourse I want to share what I think about games.
Many games I play also very VOILENT XD .. kill here kill there ... but I can ensure you the more games you play ,The fewer concern you have in your mind XD .. because of thinking about games .. you wont have extra time to think much much thing XD.
GAMES RELEASED STRESS!!!!!
And also by playing games .. actually help to improves my ENGLISH subject ... such as improving GRAMMAR ... making SENTENCES .. all that SHIT XD .
So anyone that did not play any games at all ... please try some games ... you will know that GAMES are good for us XD ...
This is my upcoming game list
*LittleBigPlanet 2
*KillZone 3
*L.A.Noire
*StarWars TheOldReplubic
Until then .,. See YA .. <3
I'm so excited ... One of my favourite game is releasing soon , just 8 more days to come ..CAN'T wait XD .. And ofcourse I want to share what I think about games.
Many games I play also very VOILENT XD .. kill here kill there ... but I can ensure you the more games you play ,The fewer concern you have in your mind XD .. because of thinking about games .. you wont have extra time to think much much thing XD.
GAMES RELEASED STRESS!!!!!
And also by playing games .. actually help to improves my ENGLISH subject ... such as improving GRAMMAR ... making SENTENCES .. all that SHIT XD .
So anyone that did not play any games at all ... please try some games ... you will know that GAMES are good for us XD ...
This is my upcoming game list
*LittleBigPlanet 2
*L.A.Noire
*StarWars TheOldReplubic
Sunday, February 13, 2011
What is going on?? Can anyone Tell me???
Very Long time dint update my viewless BLOG ==
Actually I have nothing to write about my "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR" .Im sorry folks
In this short and boring update .. i would like to share my life SO FAR ~~
Its been valentine's day tonight ... I suddenly think of her >< ... I've been TRYING to forget her ..GIVE UP HOPE completely ... but still it appears IN my MIND ... I know she's away ..I cant saw her anymore T.T ... but GOD ... I hope you just let me saw her 1 MORE time... thats enough for me ...
LOL I know the viewers are laughing XD ... so FUS !!
WEll for my love story .. it's a failure ...
FOR my family STORY it's also a failure....
Some of you VIEWERS know that my Mother side Grandma its leaving our world soon ... she get CANCER in the stomach AND it's
STAGE 4 already... Now her stomach it's getting bigger and bigger ..BECAUSE of the organs inside does not function anymore..
NOT that im cursing my grandma ..BUT its the truth she will be leaving soon T.T
I feel so regrat .. why I dint talk to her more often .. to actually GET to KNOW her
Maybe because IM BANANA ... i dont know speak cantonese well .. so i seldom talked to her
MY mom told me ..maybe GRANDMA passed away would be better .. she wont suffer anymore
BUT I totally not agree with that
I hope everyOne that reads this thing .. can please spent more time with your granny .. WITHOUT them there is no us
NOT juz this== there is still many problem ... my homies all are so stress plus myself I hope everyone are so happy like in the FORM 3
This my update .. my sucks 2011 .. XD hope you guys enjoy it THANKS
Actually I have nothing to write about my "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR" .Im sorry folks
In this short and boring update .. i would like to share my life SO FAR ~~
Its been valentine's day tonight ... I suddenly think of her >< ... I've been TRYING to forget her ..GIVE UP HOPE completely ... but still it appears IN my MIND ... I know she's away ..I cant saw her anymore T.T ... but GOD ... I hope you just let me saw her 1 MORE time... thats enough for me ...
LOL I know the viewers are laughing XD ... so FUS !!
WEll for my love story .. it's a failure ...
FOR my family STORY it's also a failure....
Some of you VIEWERS know that my Mother side Grandma its leaving our world soon ... she get CANCER in the stomach AND it's
STAGE 4 already... Now her stomach it's getting bigger and bigger ..BECAUSE of the organs inside does not function anymore..
NOT that im cursing my grandma ..BUT its the truth she will be leaving soon T.T
I feel so regrat .. why I dint talk to her more often .. to actually GET to KNOW her
Maybe because IM BANANA ... i dont know speak cantonese well .. so i seldom talked to her
MY mom told me ..maybe GRANDMA passed away would be better .. she wont suffer anymore
BUT I totally not agree with that
I hope everyOne that reads this thing .. can please spent more time with your granny .. WITHOUT them there is no us
NOT juz this== there is still many problem ... my homies all are so stress plus myself I hope everyone are so happy like in the FORM 3
This my update .. my sucks 2011 .. XD hope you guys enjoy it THANKS
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